k itz 3:30am n0w..haiz..still online like always.damn! these pass few daes has been reali c0nfusing...Lee!!! st0p c0nfusing urself!!! juz think straight!! Y?? I can juz ign0re it n m0ve on BUT im juz s0o fucking stubb0rn! cant st0p thinkin bout it! Juni, if ur reading diz rite n0w..my gez..ur g0nna yell at me d nxt time we mit! bet u think dat im st0opid n stuff rite? u said its sum h0w familiar.. i gez but itz NOT! fuck iT!! y m i s0o vulgar these dayz?...argh!!was juz cussin at myself..Juni! Pr0mise me! u w0nt telL a single s0uL bout diz k? I truSt u!! N0 one at alL!! Ur d 0nli one i've talked to b0ut diz...u asked me a questi0n earlier todae..i still cann0t answer it..!!
Argh!!! Frustrated at myslf!s0o st0opid!!Fr0m now on! im g0nna try to think first b4 acting on sum thing..! fuck dis life!! Seems like i nvr learn!..i alwayz seem to d0 things without thinkin b0ut the 0utc0me of it..haiz..den in d end sums0rt regreting it! dats h0w dumb i am!! again N again N again...NvR seem to learn at all.
My life reflects my ch0ices..my decisions..when given ch0ices..i ch0ose it without thinkin much..juz wad i think is right n feels right at that m0ment...Dumb Rite! i juz cant help it sumtimes!! i've nvr been the type hu analyse everithing...haiz..0h wellz..
neway..the gig on d 16thapril at planet paradigm..i dun think im g0ing...n0 money ah..
no m0o d 0so..Think i'll juz g0 to the 23rd april gig..hehe! cheaper!masih leh skank 0so wad!! hakhakz! i miz skanking!! haiz..0MG!! 1st May iz coming!! haha! w0w! cant wait!! argh!!.hehe! reali muz g0 dat one!! hakhakz! tak pegi rugi besarnyer!!
i hate writing b0ut my day in my blog..haha! i juz use my bl0g as a way to write 0ut my feelings...juz a way 0f venting 0ut. Umi,Fiq,Cayang...dun w0ri b0ut me k u guyz..im 0k...juz slightly c0nfused dats all i n0e u guyz will always b der f0r me at all times. wan!!! u t0o!! haha! juni...ur der like all d time..l0ve u l0tz girl! g0nna miz u all! still dunn0e wad sk0ol im g0ing to..haiz..im reali sick 0f waiting! fuck d system!!Ct..i didnt f0rget u lah gurl! my sister at heart! hehe! N my sk0ol frenz like Liza...nVr 4get u..u've been der for me during times wen i needed sumone..f0llowed me thru those pre-teen peri0ds..those awkward m0mentz..haha!Nutz..u t0o!haha! tak luper kau lah..haha!
Fuck!! im g0nna b like 17 in afew days time! 0h g0sh! haiz..im like gr0win up t0o fast i think..haiz...growin up is scary...k think i'll juz leave it as dat..
stilL c0nfused!..
