S0o freakin pissed at myself!!! st0opid!! y d0 i haf t0 cl0se my eyes after d call!! argh!!!! b0d0h arh!! im supp0sedly supp0sed to pick my cayang up fr0m d airp0rt dis m0rning..but due to my st0opidness! i didnt make it!..n he was s0 expecting n wanting me t0 b der! n i let him d0wn!!! argh!! w0ke up l0oked at d time..n i juz cried..b0d0h lah!! crying tears f frustrati0n!! t0ok my f0n n saw..14 missed calls..2 msgs...kicking myself in d ass since juz n0w!! st0opd rite!!! wen i w0ke up at six juz n0w i cud haf like strt away g0t up n take a sh0wer n get ready..but N0! i did N0t! i cl0sed my eyes..intending t0 cl0se it f0r a while..den dats it! b0d0h! tertid0..dah k0l 10:25 aru terjage..argh!!!! b0doh nyer p0mpuan! dah tau kene angun siang..smalam tid0 lambat! n yeah! gez wad time did i g0 to slp yesterday? 5:30am!!!!! wahahah! h0w smrt 0f me rite!! i reali wanna meet him t0day!! he c0mes back..bl0m ape2 i've already dissap0int him..haiz..cayang im s0o s0rie..im reali, reali s0rie..u ckp takpe..but i n0e dat t0ne..u're dissap0inted dat i didnt make it..haiz..im reali2 s0rie..i wanna mit u.....
