There's all these people around me but i feel so alone. I don't know why..but haiz..I know i can count you guys to be there for me but i still feel so alone. I'm feeling hollow, empty most of the time. Going to gigs to fill this empty space. Doing ridiculously stupid things to keep me laughing. You'll see me laughing and smiling and going crazy and letting l0ose like life's going on so well for me. Like life is going on like how i've always want it to be. wahaaha! yeah..I make it seem that way. I may seem o.k but deep down inside I'm breaking apart. Only god knows what I'm thinking, feeling and going through.
My laugh is forced..my smile is plastered. I'm such a fake! And its not helping with all these people around me making my life worse then ever. Thnx ya'll! Just what i need. Thnx alot!
**NoAngelZ**
