":::Kick Ass Angel:::"
I hope what I'm doing is right. Hearts will be broken, feelings bound to get hurt. I just have to put an end to this. I'm hurting inside but i guess that's how its supposed be. I can't have everything. It's impossible. I have to make sacrifices and decisions. I HATE making decisions! But i don't have much choice. I have to make a decision. n I'm alone at it. I know its all up to me, no one else can help me with it.I can't sleep thinking bout this. I've been up all night. Tried to sleep but its near impossble to even close my eyes. Now it's already 8.35am. Feeling so groggy but juz not sleepy. My mind keeps wondering from one thing to another. My friend's right i guess, I dun really know what i want. Sometimes i feel like just pulling out. Just step out from all this. Put a halt to this, just stop all this. Sometimes i think that's the best way out but my heart chooses otherwise.damn! this is stupid! i can't believe im stuck in this situation. Serves me right! I got myself tangled up in this, its only right that i free myself from it. How did it get to this?? I'm such an idiot when it comes to these kind of things..Arghh!! somebody plz juz sh0ot me! straight thru my heart please! How i sumtimes wish that my heart n brain can juz co0rdinate for once. I know dey nvr do. Your heart wants one thing but your head tells u another. Freaking malfunctioned b0dy system! Arghh! I may think dat wad i'm doing is best but my heart is hurting. Only god knows.**NoAngelZ**