":::Kick Ass Angel:::"
It's only April going on to May. Been only 4 months into 2008 and so much have happened since.
It's been such an emotional rollercoaster ride for me i must say. Stuck in a whirlwind of confusion, frustration, irritation, thrill, excitement, warmth, love...its overwhelming. That explains the couple of breakdowns I've been experiencing. There's only so much that I can take.
Life is a choice. It's full of options. How you want to live your life is totally up to you. I've been given alot of choices but I was'nt smart enough in making decisions. Some of the options I took brought me to a wrong turn. It does'nt really matter, cause for me, no matter what decision you make, wrong or right, you'll gain something in the end. If it's a wrong choice that you made, I'm sure you're smarter now than before and won't take the same route a second time.
Well, I sure did learn alot from all the stupid things I did. You won't know if it's good or bad, wrong or right until you try it yourself. True, there is a risk factor involved but what the hell if you're willing to take it. If you fall just pick yourself up again. Just remember that when you fall, no one's going to be by your side holding their hand out for you to reach. Face reality, you're gonna have to pick yourself up.
Life's been pretty crazy for me lately. Things don't go the way I plan. I used to run away from any problems that i face. But the older you get, the bigger the problems, there's no way can you run away from it. The only way to deal with it is to face it. I still have a tendency to just ignore the problem and remain oblivious but I know it won't do me good. I'm still learning..it's not easy when your whole life before have been problem-free. (kind of)
P.s- Lost love but found another.
**NoAngelZ**